And this time, I'm posting after a long time, I've found the real meaning of the two words that had been confusing me so so much... guess what? I'd been researchin!!!
I had learnt it from the best of the teachers... life... YoU were the reason... the reason which left a vacuum in my heart when YoU left.. The reason that always made a cause to all my doings.. The only reason that was above all my emotions... The reason, God showed me when I asked Him, of True Love, the mother of all feelings... The reason that told me to live for Love... The reason for everything I did after I found the reason.
Lemme tell you, Love is the mother of all feelings... better than explaining it here, check it out for yourself... You'll know it. I'll just give you an example...
Love denied is pain as a pleasure (proved!!), Love accepted is happiness (wishing this too be proved!!). The pain in the first case leads to anger of a kind (don't read it as enemity.. it's not... it's the anger a husband feels to his wife, the anger that a father feels to his son...)... And it ultimately leads to a kinda selfish destructive mentallity, which is exactly when the person has to be taken to Mental assylums, cuz, there he'll be able to meet sane people who understand Love and never get it.....
Wait, I dunno the happiness part!!!
Now lemme tell you how to differentiate between true Love and Infatuation (damned!!)
LOVE: You feel it even in her absence. It controlls everything in you.. I mean it.. every single thing you do will have its effect... even your sexual feelings (secret!!). The way you behave, the way you turn away from a group talking non-sense, the way you don't feel anything for an extremely sexy ad, the way you don't stare at girls inviting them, the way you talk to your relatives, the way you pray, the way you get closer to God, the way you find happiness by texting her, the way you start praying in the early mornings (Muslims), the way you discuss your religion with her, the happiness when she asks you to call her up in the morning for prayer, the happiness it gives when she gives you a call on a day of celebration (that's exactly when the celebration starts!!!), the sadness that comes to ur mind thinking that she will have to regret if she denied you, ETC.... (not the end of the list ;) ) are just some of the symptoms of Love. Actual Love is more than all these... It's something related to the soul and I dunno how to decode it.. Love is the real elixir.
INFATUATION: I call it damned, cuz, some people find it as an excuse to not falling in Love. They blame Love to be Infatuation... not their mistake too.. it's mine, I'd not published this post earlier:p. So this infatuation is just a rise in your heartbeats, IN HER PRESENCE. It can't change you... It can just give you some extra heartbeats and loss of some money.... Time erases it cent percent, but I just dunno if Love can be erased without any trace...
I had learnt it from the best of the teachers... life... YoU were the reason... the reason which left a vacuum in my heart when YoU left.. The reason that always made a cause to all my doings.. The only reason that was above all my emotions... The reason, God showed me when I asked Him, of True Love, the mother of all feelings... The reason that told me to live for Love... The reason for everything I did after I found the reason.
Lemme tell you, Love is the mother of all feelings... better than explaining it here, check it out for yourself... You'll know it. I'll just give you an example...
Love denied is pain as a pleasure (proved!!), Love accepted is happiness (wishing this too be proved!!). The pain in the first case leads to anger of a kind (don't read it as enemity.. it's not... it's the anger a husband feels to his wife, the anger that a father feels to his son...)... And it ultimately leads to a kinda selfish destructive mentallity, which is exactly when the person has to be taken to Mental assylums, cuz, there he'll be able to meet sane people who understand Love and never get it.....
Wait, I dunno the happiness part!!!
Now lemme tell you how to differentiate between true Love and Infatuation (damned!!)
LOVE: You feel it even in her absence. It controlls everything in you.. I mean it.. every single thing you do will have its effect... even your sexual feelings (secret!!). The way you behave, the way you turn away from a group talking non-sense, the way you don't feel anything for an extremely sexy ad, the way you don't stare at girls inviting them, the way you talk to your relatives, the way you pray, the way you get closer to God, the way you find happiness by texting her, the way you start praying in the early mornings (Muslims), the way you discuss your religion with her, the happiness when she asks you to call her up in the morning for prayer, the happiness it gives when she gives you a call on a day of celebration (that's exactly when the celebration starts!!!), the sadness that comes to ur mind thinking that she will have to regret if she denied you, ETC.... (not the end of the list ;) ) are just some of the symptoms of Love. Actual Love is more than all these... It's something related to the soul and I dunno how to decode it.. Love is the real elixir.
INFATUATION: I call it damned, cuz, some people find it as an excuse to not falling in Love. They blame Love to be Infatuation... not their mistake too.. it's mine, I'd not published this post earlier:p. So this infatuation is just a rise in your heartbeats, IN HER PRESENCE. It can't change you... It can just give you some extra heartbeats and loss of some money.... Time erases it cent percent, but I just dunno if Love can be erased without any trace...
ഫുള് വിറ്റ്: നീ ഒരു ബോണ് പുതിയാപ്പിള ആണ്... എന്റെ ഒരു സുഹൃത്ത് ( അധ്യാപകനും കൂടിയാണദ്ധേഹം) എന്നെ കുറിച്ച് പ്രതികരിച്ചത്... താങ്ക് യൂ മാഷേ... സന്തോഷായി!!!
;) awesome bro... I need more of this kind... The first thing i read this day is this post....and am not disappointed.... ;)
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thanks a million... Words churned with hard experiences, I came up with such a clarification. Though I met Love on my path it just turned away from me.. Man of Love was so, failed by Love.... Irony.
ReplyDeleteനല്ല ആര്ട്ടിക്കിള് . പക്ഷെ പൂര്ണമായും ഇഷ്ടപെട്ടില്ല . ഒരു കെട്ടുറപ്പ് ഇല്ലായ്മ അനുഭവപ്പെട്ടു . കുറച്ചു അര്ത്ഥവത്തായിട്ടുള്ള കാര്യങ്ങള് പറഞ്ഞെങ്കിലും മുഴുവനായി എടുക്കുമ്പോള് ഒരു ഭംഗിയില്ലായ്മ തോന്നുന്നുണ്ട് . എന്തായാലും നല്ല ഒരു ശ്രമം ആയിരുന്നു .
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